#i dont think they would have ever met as kids but its a nice thing to think about

[toasty-owl-arts]

more honse thoughts

[a-new-wish-6-3]

Another reason why peri has problems with dev.

A lot of people already mentioned peris Lack of experience, his good relationship with his parents and the babying which leads to dev not treating peri nice.

But i want to add one more thing which a lot of people dont take actually in Account. And that is that dev is the first Person peri ever met who was younger than him and its been a long time since he met someone close to his own age, making him socially indept. After all peri is the only fairy born in a tousand years. With the closed fairy in age beeing his dad.

If we go with timmy, peri had someone close to his age until he was 6-8. Than cosmo and wanda quit and moved to fairy world. There we know that no humans are allowed and that other species dont really live there. So peri is the only kid in the entire world.

Could have peri have at least had friends from other species ? Humans, pixys, anti-fairys are out. But maybe he made friends in school.

I think the school we say is one of many and as people grow older they go into seperate school. I am no Expert in fairly oddparents but i know we saw cosmo at least two times in school. One where mama cosma showed him around 6 years old in a Montage and one where we saw cosmo old school bullys. What both have in Common is that there where only fairys around. Which makes sence to put all species together to learn reading, math, etc and than seperate because they have different powers, cultures, body, historys, etc. So peri ( and irep ) would start eather homeschooling or continue to learn in an completly empty school with no other students besides himself. Considering cosmo and wanda lack of some knowledge i can see him going to school ( irep can learn from anti cosmo ).

The godparent school is the one where i am 100 % sure that peri was in an empty school. Not only did cosmo and wanda didnt know he was studying and becoming an godparent, but no other species is allowed to take this curse.

Meaning peri had one older kid in timmy only until he was 6-8 and some clasmates the same age as his until maybe 5 and than spent the Rest of his years in a world where every other Person was an adult.

Peri only worked with people much more mature than him. That is why he never expects that some things children do are stupid and they will not say what they need. Dev will just demand things and not tell him what he really needs because figuring out your Problem and beeing mature enough to find an answer or at least be able to pinpount where it cames from is not a ten year old skill. Cosmo and wanda talked to timmy about his problems and where able to get to his problems by reading between the lines if he didnt want to outride tell them what upset him or didnt know himself why he was mad. Peri expects dev to be able to tell him what he needs, which is not a skill neglected kids have and beeing able to read such Moods require experience which younger or at least closed aged people. If you never had friends you will be socially indept.

In short peri treats dev like an adult. He explains things outride and expects dev to understand and is lost if dev isnt capable of explaining his anger to him. So he cant know what dev is thinking or how to treat a child in general.

Peri never had a real childhood or close friends. He only had his parents which is great in Forming bonds with adults but takes away his ability to Adapt to younger or even same aged people.

That can also be why he hates beeing babyed. If you are the only child with a Buch of adults you will want to be an adult just so you could fit in somewhere. Showing himself more mature than he actually is and even hiding some of his childness ( like hazel did ). Except peri did this forever. Quiet sad actually. Thank god his parents are such goofy people, showing him it is okay to keep some childishness even as you grow up. Otherwise peri would never been allowed to even act like a child.

[m4y4wasnthere]

Please do soc reader x sodapop!!!! I’m sure he would be one that wouldn’t actually mind that you’re a soc

soc!reader x sodapop

warnings: suggestive hcs at end, separated ofc!

a/n: this is super cute!!! i definitely think Soda would be the most likely in all thr gang to end up w a soc, its his movie star handsomeness that leaves heads turning 🌝

you guys obv first met at the DX

you drove your white/pink mustang up to a gas pump and you walked into the store looking for (your) favorite candy bar

you ended up having to go to the register since she couldnt find it and might as well pay for her pump

and then BOOM eye contact. 2 extremely gorgeous people meeting each other

You could’ve sworn they sold [candy bar] here and tried scurrying around the store in all directions before finally giving up. You hesitantly walked up to the register waiting for the guy to turn back around.

Your jaw slightly dropped when he turned. He was stunning.

“Hey pretty lady, do you need help with anything?” He smiled and your heart skipped a beat. His smile was absolutely perfect.

“H-hi.. yea, uh, wow.” You mentally facepalmed at your words escaping your thoughts. Your hand flew quickly to your mouth in embarrassment. He chuckles at your compliment.

“Oh my gosh I am so sorry, I didn’t mean to say that- Uh, I’m looking for [candy bar] and was curious if you guys had it? Also I wanna pay for pump 3.”

“Its alright beautiful. Your lucky, we do have that bar, its my favorite too! Let me get it real quick for ya.”

He walks to the back and you cant help but start fawning over him. You blush and giggle thinking about how nice he was despite being a greaser, he called you pretty and-

He comes back and places the bar on the desk. “Pump 3 you said, right?”

“Yeah, thats right.” You reach into your white mini purse for some cash but he interrupts you.

“Its on me dollface, its not everyday a goregous girl like you walks into my gas station.”

“Wow uhm I- I dont even know what to say, thank you-…?”

“Sodapop. Sodapop Curtis. Have a nice day…?”

“Y/n. Y/n L/n.” You blush and shyly shake his hand.

“I hope I see you around gorgeous.”

He winks at you before walking to the back of the shop again. You stand there shocked, flushed and elated. You just got called gorgeous by him.

~~

When you get home, you find his number written on the back of the bar and you decide to give him a call. 🤭

Sodapop is used to getting alot of attention from girls, i mean he’s literally gorgeous.

But he always makes sure to tell them that he belongs to the most prettiest girl ever.

He won’t immediately tell them to go away if they aren’t actually doing any harm, but he’ll get more assertive if they become touchy

No matter how you see yourself physically, he thinks the WORLD of you

He is head over heels, whenever he loves someone, HE LOVES HARD

You guys took it slow, he explained what happened with Sandy very early on since he didn’t want to get your hopes up

But you were very understanding to him, especially with taking things slow

He had such a huge crush on you after that, already so into you just from how nice you were

When you first met the gang, they already know so much about you from how much Soda talks about you

“Hi everyone, um, I dont know if or what Soda has said about me but my name is Y/n.”

The gang all looked at you and gave small introductions, Two-Bit spoke up.

“Ah so, you’re the broad who keeps making Soda giggle like a little kid at the telephone every night.”

You blushed and started laughing.

“Stop it Two-bit” Soda said giggling. (guys im picturing this like a girl saying stawpp itttt 🤭🤭)

He likes referring to you as princess, dollface, any nickname that compliments you in some way (beautiful, pretty, gorgeous etc etc)

You guys usually hangout at his house, the DX, or you go with him and Steve (including whatever broad Steve is with) kind’ve like double dates

He would so be the boyfriend who brings a boombox to your window, leave flower petals, light candles, EVERYTHING

You guys are so pda everywhere, the gang always makes jokes about it

Your parents were skeptical when first meeting him since 1. He was a grease and 2. He was a drop-out, but they realized how much of a gentleman he was

They sometimes still get a bit on the fence about ti, but for the most part, they see he isnt just a regular greaser (they’re thinking of Dallas Winston.)

• more suggestive ones •

He loves praising you, he doesn’t usually degrade or do anything on the meaner side but he can go to some extents if you’re into it

Not into full on quickies, but wouldn’t mind receiving a bj from you in the back of the DX or fingering you if you guys need to let off some unattended “needs”

Always makes sure you finish first, he knows how girls lie about it and the first fee times you were intimate, he really made sure that whatever he was doing was actually making you feel good

His favorite body part of yours is your face, he loves the way you look at him with so much love, how pretty you look when sucking him off, the expressions you make when he is legit destroying you (☠️)

His favorite position is missionary. He feels like its the most loving position, he can see if your actually enjoying it, can change pace and how rough he is easily, but also really good access to your chest, neck and your clit

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a/n: pls send more reqs. idk what to write 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️

[pumpkinsy0]

Maybe too specific of an idea, but hcs for if pony and curly were roommates at college (somehow curly makes it to college) and darry and soda come to visit for the weekend and they just gotta deal with curly tagging along with everything? 😭

anon speakin from experience rn guys i know it

btw for context, lets just say they didnt know the shepards before this, so this is the first time theyre actually meeting curly

•lets say pony, soda, and darry have literally been planning this for months cause its been a while since ponys been home, and each call pony would have w em, curly would b listening in, cause hes nosey

•pony HAS talked about curly before, but curlys still a huge troublemaker so pony tries talking about him as LESS as humanly possible for their own safety and sound if mind

•BUT literally ever since they met up w pony, they could TELL curly was a special kid, he didnt necessarily do anything wrong, but he just,,,,talked interestingly,,,,like hes hiding something, but pony pushed him away and so they THOUGHT that was the last of him but nooooooo

•everytime curly would MAGICALLY find them hanging out and stick around, soda and darry dont just push him away, yknow to b nice, but by GOD do they not understand whats up w this kid

•now to b fair its not like hes hanging out w them the WHOLE time, sometimes he makes his guest star appearance and then just dips, he doesnt wanna completely fuck up their time over, other times however hes like “okok ill get outta ur hair” and then he doesnt, hes like a TICK

•its MY acc and I say that pony and curly have a secret thing going on pony never told them about, and each time curly would come over, its like hed alluding to it, but before darry and soda could understand it, pony distracts them and hits curly, darry and soda r so uncomfortable someone save them

•if hes not alluding to that, hes bringing up things pony has NEVER brought up to darry OR soda, and they KNOW theyre not supposed to pay attention to anything but pony rn but wym “did pony tell u what happened at this one party”🤨🤨

•when he says ”i know a place” he literally just takes pony for ransom, he will grab pony and that in turn gets darry and soda to follow him u til they get to the spot

•after a day of all (against their will) hanging out, pony apologizes for curlys antics, but guess what happens again???? THE SAME THING!!!! they HAVE to ask if “hes always like that????” and curly has a shit eating grin while ponys rolling his eyes at him and answering

•curlys the kinda guy to ask pretty personal questions or like questions u would t ask someone when u met them like days ago, darry has a list of it he’ll b thinking about on his way home

[scarisd3ad]

Begin again

Pairing(s) - billy Hargrove x fem!reader (past), Steve harrington x fem!reader

Summary- after the end of your 2 year long relationship with billy you finally go on a date again and realize how horrible billy really was to you.

Warnings - mentions of a toxic relationship

Masterlist

I sighed as I looked at myself in the mirror, this was my first date I was going on since I broke up with Billy and somehow, I can't shake all the old habits I used to have. he hated when I wore heals absolutely hated them because he said they made me taller than I actually was. I slip them off not knowing if Steve had the same preference. I decide on a pair of Mary janes that still had a heal but wasn't that tall it was barely an inch. this was just a first date down at the coffee shop around the corner, but I still felt this overwhelming pressure to look good.

I put my favorite cassette into my Walkman. Billy hated this song, and he always made it known when I listened to it. "God why do you like this shit" he'd mutter every time. I decided on walking to the coffee shop since it was a nice day, and the coffee shop was just down the road.

when I arrive, I assume Steve would be late because Billy always was. I just assumed all men didn't care about punctuality. but when I open the door Steve's sitting at a table in the far back corner. the bell from the top of the door pulls his thoughts from the menu he was looking at. he looks up and waves me over. when I walk to the table, he gets up pulling the chair across from his out for me. I smile, Billy never did this for me. "Thank you" he shakes his head as I take a seat "it's not problem."

'you dont understand how nice that is, but i do'

he throws his head back laughing when I tell a joke that I didn't think he'd find funny because Billy never did. he always said I wasn't funny, but Steve thought I was. "it's not that funny" I giggled as I push a piece of my hair back behind my ear. he continues to laugh, and I can't help but admire how handsome he looks. I've spent the last I don't know how long believing that love was a horrible thing that I never wanted to do again but right here in this coffee shop everything changed. it was like everything I ever experienced with Billy was erased and I was able to begin again.

James Taylor was my favorite singer and somehow was Steves too. "I've never met a girl who has as many James Taylor records as me" he laughs after I told him about my collection. Billy would've found that as me trying to say I was better than him in some type of way, but Steve doesn't. I laugh "ma-maybe you could come over one day and I Dunno check'em out" I say with a shrug he nods "yeah, yeah that would be fun."

he tells stories about his friends and his family and thinks it's weird I'm coming off a little shy. I was used to listening and not talking with Billy. "Are-are you alright?" he asks his brows furrowed together; I shake my head "ye-yeah I'm fine i-i I'm sorry" I mumble "it's alright you don't gotta be shy around me" he whispers.

as he walks me down the block to my house, I almost bring Billy up trying to forgive Steve for my nervousness, but he brings up the movies that he and his friends watch every Christmas and I want to talk about that. "Yeah, and we watch the grinch every year on the 24th and all the kids come and robin and Eddie too and shit its cool" he laughs. for the first time what's past is past and I don't want to bring Billy up anymore. I don't want to pretend I don't like my favorite artist or pretend I don't love wearing high heels for a man who wouldn't even kiss me. "y'know I really like you and I'd really like to do this again" Steve says as we stop in front of my house "I really like you too" I whisper as I look down at the ground flustered. he places his hand on my chin pushing it up so I'm making eye contact with you. "Can I kiss you?" he asks I nod before leaning in and pressing my lips to him.

'On a Wednesday in a cafe I watched it begin again'

[gushalperswife]

Hoi-hoi! I recently got a new hyperfix on Hobie Brown and wanted to ask you if you could write me something with reader who is really similar to Hobie(same beliefs, piercings and makes most of their clothes/things themself)? And then they meet through kids(Pav, Gwen, Miles?) and mb add smut with Hobie if you're ok with it (if not I'll appreciate something romantic 👉👈)

Please and thank you, love your works <3

A/N: SAY LESSSS

Paring: Hobie brown x Punk!spiderperson!Reader

Warning:

Genre: fluff

" You have to meet them! They are just like you " Pav yelled at hobie, hands on his shoulders, " Only difference is that they play the drums and they have 3 nose peirceings " pav said putting his hands on his sides. " Listen pav, ive never met a single bloke like me. Its just not possible " hobie said witha sniker and he put his hands in his pockets. Pav sighed dramatically and followed him

Pav saw you and grabbed hobie and immediately dragged him to you. " You. I have soneone thats just like you but diffrent in a way " pav said as hobie stood up as straight ad he normally does and looked you up and down. " hey " he said. You looked at him and smirked " hey " they said softly and nodded.

Hobie started to walk away but pav grabbed his shirt and pulled him back " Talk! Go become freinds! " pav said. You and hobie walked away and talked. " So are you in a band? " he asked you. " mhm. You? " you responded. He nodded. " what instrument " you ask. " electric guitar, you? " He asked. " drums " you said. Yall find a bench and sit down.

You look elsewhere but hobies eyes are on you. You were like the mona lisa in his eyes. You were stunning. (to him) most people found you scary in your universe but here? Hell no. How would he find you scary if your the most Gorgeous person he has ever seen in his lifetime. In his 19 years old liveing he had never seen anyone that was like him, like you. He didnt notice you were stareing at him untill you spoke, " Put your eyes back in their sockets " you smirk with a slight laugh. Hr snapps out his tance and lets out a soft laugh " Sorry mate " he said, " Its good dont worry about it " you smile.

Your smile. Oh my goddess its like he fell in love, head over combat boots even. He loved it so much. It just suit you so well. " You have a nice smile " he said and you blushed slightly " and you have a nice face " you said with a giggle. " Really? You like my face " he said with a soft laugh " yes i do. " you smile and boop his nose. You get up and stretch " I love talking to you but gotta go, Dorito man said i have to go his little room thing " you said. You then wrote down on a peice of paper and gace it to him. " Bye! " you smile and leave

He reads the paper

This is my number, cal me! ***-***-***

He puts the paper in his pocket and thinks that today might have been an okay day

[joodles98]

what are ur headcanons for nessa ....

omg ☺️

i dont think she intended to become a model. she started getting gigs and brand collabs offered to her immediately after her gym challenge run bc of her looks and style and making it all the way to the semifinals. (i believe she became a gym leader around the same time rai did, like late teens close to early 20s) she decided to pursue it to keep her name out there, and as an opportunity to talk about her connection with water pokemon and passion about battling

she met wallace once through one of her modeling gigs and shes a bit intrigued about trying a contest, sometime. mayhaps as an encore career after retiring from the galar league

she did gymnastics and dance as a kid

her partner was a little chewtle she befriended collecting sea shells when she was small. i love how most of her pokemon look tough n armored

feels pretty obvious she grew up in hulbury. tight knit working class fam of Fisher Trainer Class pokepeople. her aunt and uncle run a seafood restaurant. her grandpa was a lightkeeper of the lighthouse and would let her come up to the top sometimes when she was little n its been her favorite place ever since. (such a missed opportunity the game doesnt let u go inside) she adores her fam and they support her interests in fashion and also her big battling ambitions. when the gym leadership became vacant of course she auditioned. i think her town is so proud of her/a reflection of who she really is (hardworking, somewhat stoic, truly breathtaking, unpredictable like the force n restraint of the ocean tides)

she met sonia early in the challenge (i hc that sonia decided not to travel with leon. but we are talking about ness 2day). they both were two lonely girls sitting on opposite ends in the back of the train trying to look stoic and tough and occupied and also gasp thats another challenger that makes us competition. until yamper couldnt contain his curiosity about the chewtle across from him n jumped from sonia's arms. ness assumed who is this girl trying to battle right now 🤨 and sonia apologizes that shes not its just that yamper seems curious about u. actually i do too. ...N then the rest of the ride turns into the biggest yap session + theyve been inseparable since.

i think she teaches sonia a lot about pride + finding your way. while sonia teacher her remembering who you are (like we see in twilight wings). i think sonia is so embarassed at first to be recognized as a Magnolia but then when they get to hulbury n she sees how unique nessa is in her hometown but shes loved regardless it makes her brain chemistry explode.

shes really close with raihan, tho they didnt start becoming friends until after they became gym leaders. turns out they have more in common than they thought when they met as little challengers. (she thought rai was a massive dork with his dragons and history books. still does a lil bit 💝). they indulge eachothers habit of talking league gossip. also rai seeks her advice on his own drama(leon pining) and she eats it up. when shes doubting an outfit for an interview he hypes her up. (since theres a lot of Nepotism within galar gyms, the fact that rai and ness earned gym leaderships on their own is smth they relate over too) its nice to have a friendly face in the league when the pressure is up.

i think abt her twilight wings episode a lot. i like to think she won the match in the end, then called sonia (who ofc was watching it televised back in wedgehurst) just to say how much her words empowered her. n maybe tell her other things 💙

literally its such a lovely episode. lowkey sobbed a bit the first time i saw it. the little pieces of ourselves we carry

also. with the way rose interrogated not only her confidence but her competence, how could she not trust the smile leon wears in his matches after that? if thats how the chairman could talk to a gym leader then what the hell does the champ put up with. deeply unsettling. i think she is skeptical but not in the Detective Way rai is in everything happening pre-darkest day. she is the type to be focused on whats in front of her right now: be a great gym leader, a tough opponent, a role model, yk

despite that, tho, i think what fuels her wanting to beat leon is some resentment, knowing the void he left in sonia and how he either seems oblivious about it or minimizing of it. (also at first she thought sonia was hurt by it bc she had a crush on him. which later ness finds out isn't true). shes also a bit of the jealous type but thats ok so am i

i think she begins to finally consider leon a friend again when he's chairman and has worked out everything that happened between him and sonia. it's also a lot easier to approach him with league matters than it ever was with rose

she still considers milo her biggest rival, though hes a sweet friend. hes a sweetie to everyone. i think it was his idea to gather ness and kabu to send off trainers who defeat them

thats all i can think of rn 💐

[juvenile-mudcrab]

Okay heres my next oc ramble

This is Solitar! Argents big bro. I mentioned in my post about Argent that theres actually two versions of Argent and I already described Solitar for the first, more canon version of Argent, so now ill get more in depth about him and this Argent since his character is EXTREMELY important to this storyline.

This got even longer than the last post but every time i think about this storyline its honestly mostly focused on him. I guess its just interesting to focus on the Chosen One's companions and how they feel about everything.

So, obviously, Solitar in both stories is with the Thalmor. Not on his own volition, its a family thing. It was expected of him. Solitar has really long silver hair that he takes extremely meticulous care of. And he loves to cook. His favorite food is salmon and salmon roe and his favorite sweet is honey. He also as a bit of an interest in the Dwemer but never really gets the chance to do much other than read about them.

Solitar was basically a perfect child. Hardly ever caused any problems, learned things quickly, was friendly with people, fairly obedient, did well in school, a blessing for his parents. In fact, the only concern his parents had about him was that he may have been too kindhearted, so they were very careful with directing his involvement with the Dominion. But he wasn't one to argue or think twice about what his parents told him so it went fine.

He first met Ondolemar at around 25 years old, Ondolemar being around 45 years old. They became pretty close friends. Oddly enough, despite Solitar being a generally nice and friendly guy he could never really get close with anyone. And Ondolemar wasn't exactly experienced with it either. Over the years Ondolemar realizes he has a gigantic crush on Solitar and he cant tell if Solitar is just really oblivious or not so he just pretends like its not happening. Solitar actually genuinely doesn't notice despite how bad Ondolemar sometimes was at hiding it. To be honest i dont even know why i paired them up it just happened that way. It kinda becomes important way later on but not really. Idk

Anyway, Solitar really really REALLY wishes he had a younger sibling. Hes about to turn 40 and his parents don't seem to be planning on having another child anytime soon. Solitar is really good with kids so he feels sad that he never gets to have that experience. He knows some day he'll be set to marry someone, but raising your own kid was different from growing up with a sibling, and he was already old enough that he knew it wouldnt be quite the same experience anyway. Lo and behold, one day his parents tell him theyll be having another kid soon. As sudden as it was, Solitar was beyond excited, in fact it was the happiest he had ever felt until then.

Runil is another important character to this story. Solitar was assigned to train under Runil. At the time, Runil was a lot more strict as a person, and yet he did appreciate Solitars general enthusiasm. So he definitely noticed when Solitar was even happier than hes ever been, and it stayed that way for 9 months.

On the final month, when the baby was soon to be born, Solitar could hardly focus on anything else anymore. He actively chose not to think too hard about the fact that he seemed more excited about this than either of his parents did. Every night he thought about it. Then one time he thought about the possibility that his parents wouldnt keep the baby. He then chose to believe that would never happen.... luckily, it didnt happen. The night finally came when the baby was born. A baby boy. Solitar felt like Auri-El himself came down and blessed him with how happy he was.

The baby was named Argent. Their parents had a few free months to care for him before they had to get back to work (idk what specifically either of them did i didnt really think about their parents that much) so Solitar was often in charge of watching him. He was more than happy to, of course. And he did a very good job of caring for him. A bit too good, maybe, since it ended up becoming that Argent liked being with Solitar more than he did with either of their parents. Which just gave them more excuse to make Solitar take care of him more often, and Solitar continued to not mind in the slightest. Solitar would carry him around wherever he went, he showed Ondolemar, he showed Runil, often times people asked if Argent was his son.

As the years passed, Argent was odd with some milestones. He didn't begin to crawl until he was almost 1, but then he took his first steps very soon afterwards. Solitar was there for both of these. Argent started teething earlier than expected. Most notably, Argent was a very quiet baby. Their parents were concerned that he may have been born mute. He did cry, but he hardly ever made any other sound.

Their parents, having their first experience be with Solitar, had very high expectations for Argent. So it was quite frustrating and disappointing when he did not develop like him at all. Solitar didn't exactly realize what the issue was, he just thought they were worried about Argent. He was too, but he didn't think it was that hard to deal with. All it meant was he would accomodate for him. He loved Argent with all his heart and soul and he could tell Argent loved him back and that's all he wanted. Over the years, it became a habit to tell Argent "I love you" every night after reading him a book. He didn't need to hear it back, he just wanted his little brother to be happy. For some reason, they had a copy of The Book of the Dragonborn, and Argent liked hearing him read it to him every night. He called Argent "little brother" more than his actual name. Solitar will always remember the very first time he ever heard Argent speak was at the age of 7, after he seemed a bit down that day, when Argent said "I love you" back.

It was in Argents preteen years when Solitar started suspecting that their parents were being unreasonably harsh to Argent about some things, specifically his inability to speak and his aversion to a lot of food that they ate. Argent was pretty short for his age sibce he never ate enough. Solitar always suggested they just make him something else, but they were insistent that Argent should just get used to it. Over time, Solitar noticed more and more that Argent always seemed sad or upset, especially if Solitar wasn't home. At first he thought it was just that he missed him, but it was becoming increasinly obvious that it was because of their parents.

As i described before, Solitar has never once had an issue with his parents because they never had an issue with him. So he didn't actually have any idea what to do other than hope they would be willing to listen to him. But they were quite stubborn in their own ways. It became a real issue when one day, Argent seemed upset at Solitar completely out of the blue when he came home. It was then that Solitar feared that what he had been hoping wasnt the case was, in fact, the case. Their parents were repeatedly comparing Argent to Solitar, expecting him to be the same way Solitar was as a child, and Argent just couldn't stand it anymore. Solitar was aware that it happened on occasion, but he didnt know the full extent of it.

It was one particular day that Solitar came home where Argent runs up and grabs into him, crying, and Solitar can immediately tell that something terrible must have happened right before he got home, especially since both of their parents were standing inside looking furious. It was the very first time that Solitar had ever gotten into an argument with his parents and it terrified him to do it, but he was more concerned about his little brother than himself. It was also the last time that he ever argued with them, because shortly after they started arguing, two thalmor couriers had come to give them an extremely urgent message (but not until they were done fighting. They kinda just stood outside their house very awkwardly wondering if they should come back later or not) that there was a very sudden change in some plans and that Solitars parents had to be sent off to Cyrodiil in just a week. They told him theyd decide what to do with them when they got back from this mission. The second thing Argent had ever said was "I'm sorry" when Solitar went to go check in on him. It broke his heart, of course, but he reassured him that it wasn't his fault and that their parents were being unfair. Argent couldn't shake the belief that it was his fault and that he just ruined Solitars life. And he continued to believe that for much longer after that.

A few months pass after their parents leave and Argent speaks for the third time ever, asking Solitar if theyre ever coming back. Solitar tells him he doesnt know and that he honestky doesnt think they will. Argent is relieved that they wont be coming back but decides its best to keep that to himself in case it makes Solitar feel bad. Solitar is... conflicted. He is sad, he loved his parents and they loved him, but he knew now that if he were any different they probably wouldnt have loved him as much. From then on, Argent was entirely in Solitars care. If youre wondering why there arent any other family members involved, its because i genuinely didnt think about it when i came up with all of this other than their mothers family had a bit of controversy and their fathers family were in Valenwood for some reason. Idk sorry.

Years pass and the both of them are with the Thalmor. Solitar was already involved because he just grew up with all that and Argent didn't have much of a say. He knew he didnt have any other option, as much as he didnt want to do it. Not that Solitar forced him entirely against his will, but Solitar didnt know what else he could possibly do. To him, it was all either of them had. To Argent, it was just something he would have to suffer through for the rest of his life. Ondolemar was being sent off to Skyrim and Solitar later found out that Runil was also sent to Cyrodiil at the same time his parents were and he hadn't returned either. Solitar really only had Argent now. And Argent had once again stopped talking because he just wasnt comfortable with anyone else. Neither of them were really soldiers, in fact Solitar had been working more with the financial prospects and was able to get Argent a similar position.

In the midst of all this, since Solitar could finally care for Argent the way he needed, Argent finally started eating properly, which meant he got a late growth spurt and got insanely tall. Solitar was slightly horrified at the fact that now he had to look up at Argent. He gradually stopped calling him "little brother" and settled for just "brother", unless people mistook Argent as the older of the two.

When Argent was 35 and Solitar was 75, they were transferred to Skyrim. It had been a very long time since Solitar had seen Ondolemar, so he at least had something to look forward to. Argent was surprisingly okay with the transfer. It was mostly just that he wasn't really sure how he felt about it. Once they got there, he felt a bit better about it. As it turns out, he prefers the cold. Solitar absolutely does not prefer the cold. The whole trip to the Embassy was miserable and it only got colder the closer they got to it. And yet Argent felt more comfortable than ever.

5 years working between the Embassy and Solitude and Argent very quickly hated everything. It wasn't the climate that bothered him, it was all of his associates. Nobody treated him normally. People were either rude to him or treated him like a child. Sometimes he felt like he was still a child. Elenwen in particular condescendingly treated him like he was a child despite the fact that he was perfectly capable of doing his job in making sure all supplies were stocked and delivered to the proper places. Rulindil was also pretty obnoxious over all. The only people Argent could stand were Solitar and the servants at the Embassy. He did make kind of friends with Malborn. Every day pissed him off and Solitar could tell, but he really couldn't do much to ease it. It hurt to see his little brother hurting but he had no power to do anything about it. Argent would sometimes go out into the woods and just decimate a tree with a sword if he was frustrated enough.

Argent once took advantage of the way Elenwen treated him when she sent him off to go get something from her office. He took the opportunity to snoop around some more important documents. In his whole time with the Thalmor, he never quite understood what exactly they were doing or why. He hoped this would clear some things up. Instead, he found that pretty much everyone is being told something completely different. The Thalmor being in Skyrim was beyond the White-Gold Concordat. It was beyond Talos worship. He found the dossiers about Delphine and Ulfric. He felt that now more than ever he and Solitar needed to be uninvolved with all of this immediately. But he didnt want to ruin everything for Solitar again. He knew Solitar had no other options for them. And he knew he couldnt just talk about any of this with him. He just had to act like he didnt get way more information than he was ever supposed to know about.

One day Elenwen took Solitar, Argent, and some other people to head to Riften to arrange a meeting about supplies in a corner of Skyrim that they had less involvement in just because of distance. In the middle of their travels, they recieve news that Ulfric was captured by the Imperial Legion. Elenwen immediately changes course and everyone else follows. They head to Helgen instead. They all stand ready while Elenwen approaches General Tullius. Argent knows hes the only other one in their group who knows why Elenwen wants Ulfric.

And then, of course, the dragon appears. The meteors start crashing down, and Argent and Solitar are seperated from the rest of the group. Elenwen manages to escape. The two brothers rush off in the direction of Falkreath. As far as anyone else was aware, they were unaccounted for, and therefore considered dead until they go back to the Embassy or the headquarters at Solitude. But they were both pretty shaken by the whole thing so they decided to stop at the inn at Falkreath.

Runil sees the two of them from a distance. His immediate instinct is fear that the Thalmor had finally tracked him down and that they were going to execute him. But then he recognizes Solitar with his very identifiable hair. He doesnt know whos with him, but he has a feeling that may be his little brother Argent. Kust suggests Runil stays inside the Hall of the Dead for a bit (i hc that Kust knows about Runils thalmor history and helps him cope with it) and he'll keep an eye on them. Runil agrees. Meanwhile, Solitar and Argent tell a guard what happened at Helgen, and theyre instructed to tell the jarl, so they do that and he suggests that, if theyre passing through Riverwood, to maybe warn them as well since they dont seem to be well protected. They go to the inn and stay the night. Argent is seriously considering telling Solitar that they should take this chance to get away from the Thalmor for good. But its too much to consider. It would mean they'd never get to go back to Summerset, it would mean Solitar would probably never get to see Ondolemar again, it would mean theyd be killed if they were caught. You dont just leave the Thalmor alive. It was too much. He decided to keep quiet, as he always did.

The next day theyre still freaked out by the whole experience so they linger in Falkreath longer. Solitar gets a map to see just how long it would even take to get anywhere near Solitude again. They sit outside the inn and Runil again watches from a careful distance. He recalls the dream he had about what he now knows was a dragon, about the person who approached him in his dream, and he has this odd feeling that he really needs to talk to them. But, out of caution, he keeps his distance. The two brothers decide to stay another night before heading out.

The next afternoon, a dragon attacks Falkreath. Its a different dragon, at least, no falling meteors or whatever this time, but its a dragon regardless. They help the guards fight it off. Nobody knew if a dragon could even be killed, but they soon found out that it very much was possible, and the dragon laid dead. Solitar checked around to make sure people were okay, and then they all noticed that something weird was happening to the dragons dead body. Of course, none of them have ever witnessed a dragon dying before, so they couldnt tell if it was normal or not, either way it was strange. And then Argent absorbs its soul. Solitars first thought is "what the hell was that spell and when did he learn it". Argent is just as confused as everyone else is until one guard pipes up about the fabled Dragonborn. Argent immediately thinks back to the book he used to always make Solitar read to him. THAT dragonborn? The one that has to save the world? Is THAT what he was? The whole moment is interrupted by the loud voice like thunder calling "DOVAHKIIN" across the sky. Solitar knows this was going to escalate to a barrage of questions and accusations, so he tells them they need space and ushers Argent back to their room in the inn.

The moment theyre inside the room Argent starts freaking out. He shoves the book into Solitars hands and Solitar immediately understands whats going on. He doesnt know what to make of it. Out of all the things that he couldve possibly prepared for in either of their lives, THIS was not even remotely one of them. He had always assumed the Dragonborn was just an old Nord myth, yet here his brother is, supposedly the only one who can permanently kill a dragon. And did that mean that he was THE Last Dragonborn? Did that really mean the fate of the entire world was on his little brothers shoulders? He makes the mistake of suggesting they head back to Solitude soon. Argent completely breaks down, begging Solitar not to make him go back. Letting out everything hes been holding back about what he feels about the whole thing, how much he hates everyone there, all the stuff he found out about what they were really doing in Skyrim, that he didnt want Solitar to know because he didnt want to ruin everything for him again, that this was their only chance to get away from it all because as far as anyone else is aware, theyre both dead. Solitar doesnt have the slightest clue what he should think or say to him at all. For once, he doesnt know how he could possibly comfort Argent. He tells him he needs a moment and he leaves. He felt awful doing that but he truly couldnt figure out what to do.

Runil had been sitting at a table while this was happening, and he then decided now was the time for him to intervene. He follows Solitar outside and sits on the bench with him. Solitar doesnt even realize whos sitting next to him until he looks. He doesnt even know what to feel about seeing Runil again in the midst of all of this, all he can say is that everyone thought he was dead. Runil explains what happened to himself and then tells him that Argent is absolutely right that this is their only chance to get away. Solitar explains that he just doesn't know what else they ever could have done and he doesnt want to live the rest of their lives in fear that theyll be caught, he just wanted Argent to be safe. Runil tells him that now more than ever, Argent needs him. So Solitar makes the final decision to be with Argent every step of the way and they wont be going back to the Embassy.

They go to Riverwood, Delphine sees them. Obviously she doesnt know what went on in Falkreath, she just listens very carefully when she hears Solitar telling a guard that there was a dragon attack at Helgen and Falkreath, confirming her worst fears that dragons really are coming back. She heard the Graybeards call, which means she has some work to do. The brothers are told to warn the jarl, but that they may not be allowed into the city because of their uniform. From that point forward, they truly never wear the uniform ever again.

From there its fairly standard skyrim stuff, but a lot more urgent since Argent is absolutely paranoid that every moment he spends not making progress towards Alduin is just a moment closer to the world ending, and Solitar does his best to keep Argent from freaking out too much ("If the world ends because I told you to take your time, I will take full blame for it."). He does accept that he may really never see Ondolemar again. Hed rather not see him again if they have to be on opposite sides now. Everything feels like its about to fall apart when they do the peace talk and Elenwen is there, so now they know theres no more hiding. Luckily the peace talk went by incredibly fast because Argent got really pissed off at Ulfric and Tullius for caring more about the stupid war than the world ending and at Elenwen for being there at all.

Solitar and Argent never once seperate. The two times they did was when Astrid kidnaps Argent (to which Solitar snaps and goes on a bit of a rampage trying to find him, singlehandedly taking down the Dark Brotherhood) and when Argent had to fight Miraak, since Solitar couldnt actually be there with him.

I cant quite decide if i want Solitar to not be able to go with Argent to Sovngarde because i think he could have a really interesting conversation alone with Paarthurnax, or if i do want him to be there with Argent because it just feels more in character for the both of them.

Now for a completely non canon bit of lore: after defeating Alduin and Miraak, the war is still going on. Argent decides once and for all that everything thats going wrong in Skyrim is because of the Thalmor. He saw the evidence himself. It has to stop. Yes, that does complicate things with Solitar and Ondolemar. But maybe theyll be fine.

I guess for some not nearly as lore-heavy info, Argent discovers he really likes beef and venison and Solitar discovers that he really likes snowberries. Also Solitar slowly notices more and more similarities Argent has with dragons, particularly that Argent tends to hoard things and prefers fire magic. I want them to be able to meet Gelebor but i dont really have a good reason for them to get involved with the Dawnguard. Solitar gets to explore dwarven ruins finally and he wishes more and more that they could go to Markarth.

Its hard to explain the full thing in words since i much better imagine things in images and i do not have the artistic ability to match. I dunno. Should i just write a fic? I dont have much faith in my writing abilities either but i really like these two.

[the-s1lly-corner]

Can I get E, F, I, and W for the slenderman fluff alphabet, please? Your take on my favorite pasta cryptid of all time is so nice and interesting. Adds a certain depth I don't typically see.

Fluff Alphabet w/ Slenderman but it's these letters!

side thing but guys go listen to redoin by jerryterry its so fucking good im listening to it on loop while im writing this and its making my vibrate

E (EMOTION)-

stone cold exterior, warm squishy interior. still hung up on the "slenderman longs for companionship just like everyone else but rarely gets that need met due to his nature and way of existence"

in other words he can be a passionate sap in regards to you, behind closed doors. he can wrapped up easily in things, so sometimes his passion can be mischaracterized as rage or annoyance but rest assured he's not angry with your existence

right in the middle of the "heart on the sleeve" and "cold and distant" thing, he feels he needs to keep up his image of powerful monster but he doesn't let you think at any moment that you're not important to him

F (FAMILY)-

i don't think he would want kids, and thats assuming he even can. in my au he was created by zalgo with the sole purpose to cause problems for people, i dont think zalgo was thinking about whether or not slenderman can reproduce when he making him

of course adoption is always an option, and who knows, maybe if you guys find some stray kid in the woods he might just take them in

this is where my take on slenderman strays a lot from the original since i personally think slenderman just. kicks kids out of the woods (which leads to them talking about him, which leads to slenderman being a known cryptid in universe) but thats mostly just me not wanting to dwell on child death + giving the dude some level of morals that at least somewhat align with the self loathing that comes with his "i dont want to eat people but i have to in order to survive" thing

but hey i think thats because i love those comics where people draw predator and prey animals where both sides are sympathetic

love shit like that

slenderman is only one part of this huge web that we call nature, simply existing because that's just how things are

whips and nae naes

I (INJURY)-

rest assured that he will tear the world apart should someone or something ever send harm your way. god forbid you are mortally wounded or even killed

he knows some basic first aid stuff thanks to watching people for so so so long, but he's a kriller not a healer, he doesnt know what to do if youre losing a bunch of that red liquid that fuels your insides

oddly calm about it, though, though with the way he holds you you can feel his rage seething under his skin

he himself /can/ get injured but its rarely something to fret about unless its like, from some real powerful person or some human who knows how to take down a specific man eating forest demon; i've actually never really thought about what conditions would need to be met to outright krill slenderman but

yeah

when he's the one hurt he insists you not to worry, it's going to take a LOT to keep him down

if you're injured and its something he can treat he will make sure you take it easy but hes not going to baby you about it

W (WARRIOR)-

okay so im writing this segment first because i can write a whole essay and really i dont know if theres going to be anything stopping me from doing just that. curse you jerryterry, the bops are so good. anyways onto the topic; a lot of my interpretation of slenderman is admittedly based around the early fandom characterization of him + a very specific fic that will remain nameless (though im more than happy to spill the link in dms, said fic also has some influence over my entire au/hc thing but thats not todays topic)

despite what many may think, i feel like, at least with my hyper specific take on slenderman, i feel like he wouldnt want you to fight along side him or be a proxy. only time i can see him date a proxy or fellow kriller is if you were already one prior to the relationship. in my au, slenderman resents his own existence for being what he is, and if he could he WOULD choose to be something else; however he cant rewrite the laws of this universe or fight against his biological functions

like i can go on an entire tangent, but my au is still so scrambled around that im not entirely sure where to start or how im going to make it make sense, but i feel like he would much rather keep you by him and safe (and even then i feel like thats pushing it, sure hes more than capable of protecting you but what if something stronger than him comes and fucks shit up? not all the creepypasta characters are buddy buddy)

but perhaps i will write a collection of loosely connected one shots one day detailing the world building and dynamics

i make no promises

[omi-papus]

I was just going to reblog this under @orphanedsource really good modern AU concept where all the fungies meet for court mandated group theraphy, but I didnt want to hijack their post with something compleatly diferent, but ok can I insert my racist D’arse headcanons into this cause it would work so well.

Like just hear me out. Youve ever met a jesus freak, that is really nice and outgoing and really cares about the marginalized (or she thinks she does more acurately) she just belives that they need to accept the lord and comform to eurocentric ideals to be “saved”? Yhea that.

Like she will walk in, see these two foreigners (asuming this takes place in Rondon) and a literal dark priest and think, “Oh my All-mer they dont even know theyve been living like savages. I will help them find the right way!”

She has not just the lawyer but a PR team from her rich family and they have to functionally hold her by the throat anytime she opens any social media, so she dosent say something incredibly out of pocket.

The others should by all means be ofended and Rag definitly is but is INFINTLY more patient with her than she deserves. He thinks shes ultimately a victim of Le’garde. Cahara finds is incredibly funny, and figures out he can essentially milk her wallet if he just tells her the right thing. “Oh I dont have any money to donate to the church Im so sad, if only I had some, I could show the lord how much I care. Like… 69 silver coins would be great.” Stuff like that. Enki just does not give a shit.

At first Cahara and Enki think the cult brainwashing thing is just a rich kids parent creating excuses and getting away with it, but eventually coming to realize its pretty much 100% true, she is actually crazy, and will still talk about Le’guards imperialist campaign if given the chance.

[freebooter4ever]

Blah blah blah about love under the cut

One thing about daphne and the duke - she says these things, and immediately things magically work out because its TV fantasy land. But...at least in my limited experience...it takes a long time for the nice things to sink in past the bad things. Like it would take the patience of somebody repeating those words across a longer span of time.

There was one thing that startled me with my latest romantic failure - and it had absolutely nothing to do with pilot boy himself.

see, i have never really understood the whole 'bringing someone home to meet the parents' and how big of a deal it was in movies and books. It always baffled me. I never cared what my parents thought of people i dated or wanted to date and the only person i ever brought home was The Ex in 2010 and even then it was less 'do you approve?' and more 'i love him and idgaf about your opinon but i want to show him off'. My poor Ex endured an entire two hour long interrogation by my grandparents and i had to hold his hand the entire time, he was very shy.

BUT now, here in LA, i met my friend over at the artist's house, and that was in 2018 so a number of years ago. And slowly, over the years, i've grown closer and closer with them and their family, and they've kinda been a guide in this city. And there was that one time in 2019 where someone automatically assumed i was their daughter and neither of us corrected the person lol. And i have kind of basically been adopted by their family, even despite my best attempts to keep a respectful distance during like holidays and stuff. But i still go to them first whenever i have problems, and some days i have no idea how i ever lived without them. And everytime i think i have fucked up and made a mistake we remain friends - or apologize to each other if necessary, and things always always return to that warm, platonic, familial love.

and you know, for the fist time, ever, in my entire life....when i was dating Pilot Boy, i realized that Bringing The Significant Other Home To Meet Family was a big deal for me. And it was going to mean bringing him to the artist's house. Of course, Pilot Boy and i never got into a serious enough relationship to reach that point, but i definitely had a bit of an existential crisis over realizing that i actually wanted to hear the judgement of someone who was like a parent to me. I don't even know how to explain how much of a change of mindset it was, how odd it felt. And it's not like I have never dated anyone else in LA - there was Hiker Boy for like 3ish years of casual dating and not once did i even think about it. And that one guy E, who i didn't even mention to my friend. Like, this was definitely an accumulation of slowly starting to trust that the concept of having a 'parent' figure in my life was a good thing, rather than something scary.

I remember my mother would go through phases. If she was single suddenly she would go on rants about how being single was the normal thing and anyone who believed they could stay coupled forever was abnormal and weird. I never minded this phase because i was always single so always met that approval. But the other phase, when she was in a relationship, meant that she would talk about how anybody who wasn't in a relationship was weird and probably repulsive, and how being in a couple is the natural order of things (unless its a gay couple in which case absolutely they can marry but dont have children because it will fuck the kids up mentally). And of course during these times she would berate me for never dating.

And then one time when i was 24 two things happened: that summer she visited me in pittsburgh and escalated from emotional/verbal abuse and slapping to full physical abuse. And then months later when i visited my grandparents in seattle she invited me to a 'wine tasting and cooking lesson' with some VIPs at her work. And i went, and it was in this industrial area of seattle with this ridiculously fancy farm to table rich people type kitchen set up. And the chef was this ridiculously tall dark and handsome young man about my age from argentina. I was flustered, and the guy totally knew it, and found it funny. I could barely string two words together and he was teasing me the whole night, kept picking me for the demonstrations, etc, you know how it goes. It was very entertaining and i appreciated he at least wasnt being mean about my obvious attraction to him.

Anyway by the end of the night my mom was visibly tipsy. This scared the shit out of me. My mom is mean when she doesn't drink, but when she has just the right amount of alochol she's totally normal and fully functional and you don't notice. So the fact that i could see her slurring her speech and being unable to walk straight meant she had more than her normal amount which meant a LOT. And as we said goodnight to the fancy VIPs she was embarrassing herself in front of, and walking to her car, she turned to me and said 'you know the chef was flirting with you all night'. And i was fully prepared to correct her because at that point i'd had at least one boyfriend and thought i knew what flirting was and teasing isnt the same at all. But i didnt get a chance because she also said something like: 'he was only flirting with you because you were the only person his age in the entire room. That's the type of guy who only goes for pretty girls, not you.' and then she wouldn't let me take her keys to drive us home. And i was too scared of her to force her to give them to me. And that was the last time i've seen my mom. Because her driving home so drunk she was obviously mentally and physically impaired was the last straw for me - one of my friends mothers was killed by a drunk driver when we were kids. And if i was too scared of my mom to do my part to stop that from ever happening again, then it was time for me to admit i couldnt handle this. Its been 11 years and i dont regret it, although sometimes i still have nightmares of her finding me and gaining control over me again like when i was a kid. But i also never forgot that comment - that explained so much. How she would rant about how weird it was that i was single, but she never really truly believed i was the kind of girl anybody would want as a 'girlfriend' anyway.

Contrast this with my friend at the artist house. Who at one low point this week, i called up to cry on their shoulder over work drama and how helpless i felt. And somehow they mixed up the current situation with Pilot Boy. And they started talking about the kind of ideal person they imagined me dating, and said a lot of stuff about someone who 'saw me for how wonderful i was' - i dont know honestly i couldnt listen to most of it, my brain just tuned it out. And i laughed and corrected them that no the person i was dating a month ago was 'Pilot Boy' and this guy currently was someone who - under no circumstances even if it meant being single forever - i wouldn't want to date. And then i stopped and thought for a little bit and realized that if i can change my mind about not wanting to ever have a parent in my life, and have those 'normal' things like the 'bring a date home to meet the parents' type experiences... That maybe one day the conviction in me that believes nobody would ever choose to date me or value me or consider me worthwhile....that maybe that could change too. And then maybe my friend's speech about someone valuing me wasnt so totally unbelievable and impossible. It still seems extremely farfetched to me, and I'm totally happy with just being able to know that my friend at least genuinely believes someone should be able to romantically love me one day. Like that's way more than i've ever had before. I should be grateful for that.

Anyway, yeah, if penelope's arc is something like that....then i might be interested. Because all we've seen from penelope's mother is her dismissing her daughter over and over again as being nothing worthwhile.

[turtle-sister-april]

erm hello

trigger warning for panic attacks, masking and homophobia

short or long rant ahead with probably bad grammar sorry 😭

so like im a lesbian, and my two friends irl know, but most of the kids at my school are quite strongly against it because its a catholic school and where i live a lot of people hate it

but anyways i have these two current friends and dont get me wrong they are really good friends, but they dont accept the lgbtq+ community. they just accept me because im their friend which makes me "different" (apparently?)

but at the same time they still make homophobic remarks around me and while i dont really mind, it still makes me think "if you knew i was lesbian when you met me, would you still like me?"

plus, im masking pretty much 100% of the time at home and at school, so im always ignoring overstimulation to a point where i have panic attacks so bad to the point where i throw up, my friends are the only ones who know about my sexuality and the only irl friend i have that i can unmask around moved 5 hours away at the start of this year so

it wouldnt bother me so much but i know for a fact that if i said "can you not make that joke it makes me upset" i would just get told that im not special because im gay and i know that- but its almost like im the third wheeler all of the time and its always because im either too quiet, too nice or simply "the gay one"

and im also the therapist friend all of the time, even one of my friends has nicknamed me their emotional support animal lmfao 😭

it just feels weird that the only people who i will ever come first to or not seem "different" to will be online because dont get me wrong i have an amazing online sister who i can kind of be myself around but im her therapist too and there is literally no room for me and whats going on in my life

sorry for venting here you dont have to answer this if you dont want to i just needed to get this off of my chest somewhere other than my notes 😭

have a nice day or night <3

I'm so sorry for answering this late, I'm only now just seeing it, but that's no excuse for not seeing and answering this sooner. Ok, first things first you need this

If you are touch averse then don't worry this is still just a virtual hug.

But you don't need to apologize for venting here, this is a safe space where you can be yourself and you are always welcome to come here for emotional support, just to talk, or even if you just need a distraction.

I'm so sorry you have to go through this and that you are surrounded by such homophobia. It's unfortunate that there are people that are still so unaccepting, but if it helps I can understand where you're coming from.

Having 4 brothers I have to keep a secret from the world is difficult sometimes. It was especially difficult when I was still living with my folks since I still need to tell them about the guys. They know I have 4 homeschooled friends that I love like brothers but they never met them (I still need to figure out how to set up that meeting at some point). And normally Raph takes care of the others but he doesn't have someone to take care of him so I normally do it (and since I hang out with Donnie a lot I'm usually more readily available to help him). But that's all just a long way of saying I understand where you are coming from, it can be hard, just don't forget that you matter too.

It's ok to feel the way you do and it's ok to be a little selfish sometimes, its all a part of living. But never forget that what you need and want matters. Otherwise, how else can you expect to help others if you are a mess of emotions yourself?

I hope this helps you and anyone else reading this feel better in anyway but if it doesn't then at least thank you for reading this far. Have a lovely day or night wherever you are and enjoy this adorable gif of cats.

[buckyismybae]

THE VERY FIRST NIGHT ~ b.b barnes

summary: you were part of the ✨orginal seven✨ who saved nyc in 2012. steve’s friend bucky was recently brought to the compound to be an avenger after being saved from hydra. bucky being known previously as the “winter soilder” had never known kidness from anyone but steve and sam after being saved. you accidentally run into bucky in the most awkward way possible. what a great way to welcome the newest avenger.

warnings: nudity, bucky being a gentleman (yes thats a warning), fluff, curse words, thats pretty much it

comments: hii this is my first fic so please be nice!!! im sorry for any and all spelling errors and i hope you enjoy!!!

Unlike everyone else in this compound besides Steve, Sam, and Nat I wasnt totally upset about the whole bucky thing.

Yes he killed Tony’s parents but it wasn’t actually him. Thats what these people dont seem to understand. It wasnt his fault that he was being tortured and controlled by hydra. 

I haven’t actually met him yet so I still have to do that. But im totally team Bucky, Tony just needs to get over it (its not like he liked his parents anyways).

I was unfortunately sent on a two week long mission the day Bucky was set to arrive so I was the only one from the team who hadn’t met him yet.

But today was the day I was supposed to go back to the compound where I would go immediately take a shower to make myself somewhat presentable as I had blood and dirt caked on my skin from my mission.

I didnt want to be all gross when meeting someone who meant that much to steve, let alone a new teammate as he was offically an avenger as of two weeks ago today.

Steve honestly hadnt talked about Bucky before we found out about him. I can understand that though as it was probably to painful to talk about past people who meant a lot to us.

Its painful enough trying to see Steve talk about Peggy.

I think we all have people who even though they might not be apart of our lives anymore they will always be with us spiritually.

Thats what my parents are to me. Its what Bucky and Peggy are to Steve. Its what Yelena is to Nat and so on and so forth.

I couldnt wait to meet him. He really did mean so much to Steve, therefore he meant a lot to me.

Often times people would assume Steve and I were dating when in fact he was like a brother to me.

I was only 20 when the avengers first assembled to defeat and detain Loki. God that greasy headed man did some damage to NYC.

Steve looked out and was there for me since day 1 and promised that he would always be there for me. Thats why I love him as a brother. Thats why i was excited to meet the man who had protected him for all those early years of his life. To meet the man who had been there for Steve when his mom died.

I had offically gotten back and headed straight for the showers. Did I have my own in my room that was amazing? Yes I did. But they make us decontaminate before we enter the compound which makes sense.

No body wants to be walking around and step in ailen goo from someone after all. Totally not based of my own experiences.

I was walking into one of the open shower rooms when I heard some recruits behind me.

But just left it alone as I didnt have the time nor energy to even wonder what they were laughing at.

I got in the shower and immediately turned on my music. My playlist had a lot if music on it but it was mostly just taylor swift if im being honest.

Thats when the shower thoughts kicked in.

Does Bucky like taylor swift?

Does he even know who taylor swift is?

If he doesnt i HAVE to be the one to show him.

i wrap my shower up and go step outside to wrap myself in one of the softest towels ever.

I go over to my locker bag to get my clothes I was going to change into. Thats when I relized why those recruits were laughing. Those bitches stole my clothes.

So now I have no clothes on or to change into. I peek outside the room and relized im screwed.

My only plan is to scoot to my room in this skimpy towel before anyone sees me.

I run. I book it. Its still not enough.

Why did stark have to put so many god damn windows in this place.

Of course the Avengers are having a meet when I try to run back to my room. They all turn to look at me. This is the first time I ever met Bucky. In a towel that barley went passed my mid thigh, hair dripping wet, i look like a wet mole rat.

They are all staring directly at me. Tony starts to walk out of the glass room where meetings are held. He stares directly at me as if he had never seen me in his life.

“Woah, what the hell happened to you?”

“The fucking recruits stole my clothes when I was showering.” I made sure to say it loud enough that everyone in the room could hear.

They all just looked at one another puzzled not really knowing what to think.

“Now if you all excuse me i am going to go dry off and get some clothes on before i found what who stole my clothes and murder them.”

I scurried off down the hall to try to get to my door before anyone talk to me again.

“Hey your y/n right? Hey wait up.”

I turned to see Bucky coming towards me.

“Oh hey, sorry I didnt really hear you. Whats up?”

“ I just wanted to ask how come I havent seen you before and if you were alright?”

I stand there for a moment too long thinking about the last part. He didnt even know me yet he wanted to know if i was alright. This was the man who steve talked so greatly about these past few weeks. This was Bucky Barnes not the winter soilder.

“ Oh hey sorry I was going to introduce myself later but sorry I was on a mission the past two weeks. This is my first night back since, sorry! I wouldve introduced myself a few minutes ago but…” I glance down towards my current state pointing towards the short small towel that was covering my body. “ I was a little preoccupied.”

“ Oh well im sorry for bothering you but I just wanted to say hello and make sure you were ok.”

“ Thank you so much bucky, and hey we should hang out sometime. Maybe when i have some clothes on.” I said with a certain little giggle.

“ I would be honored to hang out with the great y/n y/l/n. Everyone that ive talked to said you were the kindest person they have ever met, i mean steve alone talks so… greatly about you that you didnt seem real. I dont have very man friends around here and he said if anyones gonna be my first it should be you.”

I look at him for a moment. How could anyone not wanna be his friend? Hes seems so caring and kind even after everything hes been through.

“ I would love to be your first friend, even though I think you have a few you dont know about yet.” I say simply knowing how everyones warming up to him or atleast the idea of him.

“Well goodbye y/n ill let you get back to well getting dressed see ya around.”

“Ya bye bucky see you around.”

With that I relized he lived right down the hall from me. Wow I thought to myself. Just wow.

[bloodymiso]

I have blueish-gray eyes with red hair that's in a side shave (like one side on my hair is shaved). I am chubby, I have tons of freckles except on my face. I like wearing emo style clothes or comfy clothes like hoodies and sweats. I hate dresses and shorts, I don't like showing off skin. I do have tattoos....

Can I have a male stardew valley matchup please?

Likes: anything with drawing/painting, games including board games.

Dislikes: uhhh spiders, driving (I refuse to get a driver's license it's a huge fear of mine.) I'm not scared of being in a car just driving it.

Isfp-t, I am a cancer. People say I have rbf (resting bitch face). Though I am really nice to people, unless they mess with the people I care about then I couldn't care less about them. I try to be helpful when I can. When I am around people I know, I can be loud and talkative (the loud part isn't on purpose it's just when I'm happy or excited and yes I have been told to quiet down or to shut up because of it.) Though because of having been told to be quiet so often I rarely talk now. I tend to put people a lot before myself. I don't really like talking about my personal issues to anyone and can be known as the therapy friend. It's the opposite though when I'm around people I don't know, I'll be quiet and not wanting to interact. I have adhd, depression and anxiety (wonderful I know). When I do get upset I don't talk and won't interact until I have calmed down. I do cuss a lot though I'm more careful when I'm around kids/people I don't know. If I have a fight with someone I prefer to sit and talk it out and hate it when they walk away from me when I'm just trying to talk to them.

i ship you with..

harvey!!

i don't usually ship people with harvey because hes MY babygirl but i think it'd be a cute fit

harvey is SOO sweet like so sweet i love him sm. rbf? he knows youre kind. talkative and "loud"? its fine he loves your voice. upset? its okay he knows you need to calm down. he’d listen you you rant, you’d listen to him rant.

he likes to paint with you, even though hes bad. he'll probably just get a bunch of plants and use them as "stamps" instead. ygs would have "board game nights" every friday in his house(just incase a patient comes). he'll probably start rambling about coffee mid way for like an hour. i can imagine ygs playing cluedo(a mystery board game) with "british accents".

*cough cough* scarlet used the revolver in the conservatory!

he won't pressure you into driving but hey he might ask if you wanna bring the car out the driveway just to see if your confidence has increased but he wont be a dick and force you. he doesn't really care about your style, your style is your style:)

ygs met when he was on a quick trip to pierre's. he saw you wondering whether you should get carrots or lettuce as you muttered "but carrots are crunchier.." and came up to you and started rambling about the two's different nutritional values. eventually it became your “thing”.

oh whole wheat bread versus white bread? so you see—

harvey was so enamored by you, whenever he took his weekly trip to pierre’s, he found himself searching every single aisle for you.

you found harvey silly(/pos), he found you pretty/handsome/whatever term you prefer. you didn’t exactly reply to whatever harvey would say but you’d send back the most bright tiny ass smile harvey had ever seen.

eventually harvey’s dumb rambling to you turned into actual conversations

“personally, i think you should get the zucchini” “i dont want to its bitter” “so why did you ask me?😿”

as you were dating, that dumbness still continued

thanks for the request!reblog to support!! labyu<3

(ps: youre both scared of spiders so goodluck when cleaning harvey's musty crusty bookshelf. )

[1d1195]

I feel like it has gone by quickly?? But at the same time THE CONCEPT OF TIME IS SO WEIRD TO ME I SERIOUSLY DONT KNOW ANYMORE LOL and Friday I was a bit busy :( it was a friends birthday so I out! But trust me I was ITCHING to pull up tumblr, read and talk to you! You know I love your book recs! And honestly that book sounds creepy! But you’re right I probably would end up reading it and liking it! Definitely added to my list! But I am surprised that you read it solely because you like “easy reads” , things that basically aren’t too stressful! Glad it wasn’t horrible though lol

I SERIOUSLY CANT LOOK THAT MAN IN THE EYES😭 when i turned in my exam to him my heart was beating out of my chest! And UGH IM A SUCKER FOR A HEIGHT DIFFERENCE LIKE MY BRAIN GOES CRAZY!! And idk he’s such a hot DILF lol and YES I DID SEE THOSE HARRY PICS AND I SWEAR I FELT LIKE DROPPING ON MY KNEES FOR THAT MAN😵‍💫😩 he looks so good it makes my head all fuzzy lol

Trust me I WAS CRAZY TOO!! All I wore were band t shirts and merch during my emo phase like I had no normal clothes or clothes that weren’t from hot topic bahaha and honestly I see why you were team Edward! I FINALLY saw the Twilight movies this past summer for the first time! I was never drawn to it when it was popular or the books BUTTTTT if I did have to chose I would have been team Edward lol there was no competition in the first place lol and yes I knew ALL the emo bands lore and stuff! Specifically twenty one pilots’s lore which is all lot lol but taht was like when i was 11 lol now i simply CANNOT due to lack of brain power lol

ANOTHER COUPLE MIGHT BE GETTING ENGAGED?! HELLO?! IM GONNA CRY FOR SURE!! And I’m sure part 4 will be great! You’re really great with coming with such detailed and unique! And you take such classic tropes and give your spin on it! I genuinely think you’re so talented Sam!

What’s crazy is that in my head I call you “ Samantha” when you literally do something crazy in your stories or like make me giddy?? Like “omg SAMANTHA!!!?” Idk if any of that made sense lol anyways Noah would have been cute! But Kyle is definitely more of a frat boy name lol and yeah I know about icebreaker never read it but I’ve definitely seen the girlies go crazy over it lol

My Kyle is literally so sweet! I met him at my schools IT services thing and he helped me out! Then I saw him again and he’s very nice!

And you know I love your long responses and I love you!!!-💜

HAHAHAHAHA I TALK TO MYSELF ALL THE TIME. I CONSTANTLY say “get it together Samantha.” That’s hilarious. I love that! If you’re inclined you gotta let me know which part/line in particular you do that for every once in a while 😭😂💕 please do not apologize for having friends and plans and being social. I’m glad you went out! That sounds like fun! My best friend and I are November birthdays so we celebrate the whole month of our births (our significant others LOVE it almost as much as we do, obviously).

The book was SO CREEPY. Stress level 12/10. So OBVIOUSLY I know the deeper meaning behind “don’t judge a book by its cover” but I’ve literally never picked up a book without judging its cover. Or at the very least the back cover. I’m pretty close with my sister so I often give books about sisters a thorough twice over. ALL THIS TO SAY I had no idea what it was going to be about when I picked it up hehehehe

Omg I could cry. Height difference, DILF, unable to look him in the eyes ughhhh I will also cry. I’m swooning just thinking about it 😭 I gotta write a professor/TA situation one of these days 😍😍😍

I don’t think I had an emo phase. A pseudo emo phase for sure. I never got into bands the way I was supposed to (but if I hear Fall For You I turn into a puddle). I’m obsessed with the image. I am spiraling at the idea you only saw Twilight last summer. I went to the midnight premieres I’m CRYING 😂

I have a lot of ideas in my head but they all boil down to happily ever after, marriage, 2.5 kids, and a white picket fence. I feel bad yall gotta keep reading the same story over and over 😂

Okay Kyle def is more of a frat name that was also what I thought when I switched it over. Noah was too cute I think hehehe maybe another story.

OBSESSED WITH YOUR KYLE MEET CUTE. CAN’T WAIT TO WRITE ABOUT IT 😍💕

Have a lovely start to your week bestie! 💕💕

Xoxo

P.s. Don’t read my update tomorrow if you’re having a good day lol I have been struggling with seasonal depression (I think it’s just regular depression actually at this point. But ya know) I am being dramatic honestly. Please don’t worry about me but regardless I’m probs going through an emo phase NOW hahahahahaha so it’s a little bit of a tear jerker imo

[ritz-writes]

Get to know me tag game! I was tagged by @celestialcrowley

It's a long post so I'll put a cut here <3

Real Name: [REDACTED]

Nickname(s): [REDACTED]

Nickname Origin(s): [REDACTED]

Sorry, I'm not giving out my irl name </3

Preferred Name(s): Call me Ritz!

Ao3: RitzWrites

Social Media(s): I have a Facebook, TikTok, Instagram, Pillowfort, Twitter. The only ones under Ritz tho are ao3, Twitter, pillowfort, and insta, tho I never use the insta.

State: Won't say the state I currently live in (tho i mightve mentioned it in a post somewhere probably) but I grew up in Texas

Birthdate: May 28

Pet(s): Currently have 7 cats and 1 dog in my house. One cat is specifically mine

Hobbies: Writing, reading, drawing, watching youtube, screaming about my fandoms

Personality: I'm the sunshine character, but I swear a lot. Also if you wrong my friends I feel it personally and will be very angy. I'm very open minded and won't make an opinion on smth until I get all the facts. I want to be friends with everyone but the gods nerfed me with social anxiety ;w;

Favorite Holiday(s): Christmas has always been special to me and give me Nice emotions. Halloween is also good tho.

Favorite Drink(s): Kiddo me would have an aneurysm when she finds out I like vanilla lattes. She swore up and down she'd never like coffee lmao. I also love strawberry milk and sprite.

Favorite Food(s): Pizza, donuts, sirloin, airheads candy, beef stroganoff

Favorite Dessert(s): Cookies and cream ice cream, cookies, brownies

Favorite Color(s): Pink!! I tried changing it when I was younger cuz I didn't want to be the stereotypical girl," but I've always loved pink. Gold is also nice, as well as pastel colors in general.

Favorite Quote(s): "New beginnings are often disguised as painful endings," -Lao Tzu

Favorite Book(s): The Enhanced series by T.C. Edge (I haven't finished reading it tho)

Favorite TV Show(s): Good Omens, Lego Monkie Kid, 2003 Ninja Turtles, Transformers Prime, Batman The Animated Series

Favorite Movie(s): Ocean's 8, Black Panther, The Martian, John Wick

Favorite Character(s): Crowley, Aziraphale, Muriel, MK, Wukong, Macaque, Tang, Jason Todd, Peter Parker, Tony Stark

Favorite Actor(s): David Tennant, Michael Sheen, Tom Holland, Zendaya, Robert Downey Jr.

Favorite Song(s): There's so many, but I'll list a few. Last One Standing by Icon for Hire. Ohio by Bowling for Soup. Rich and the Famous by Good Charlotte. and literally anything by set it off cuz they r my fav band

Favorite Music Genre(s): Pop Punk. Or what some ppl r now calling divorced dad rock

Favorite Podcast(s): I haven't listened to it in a hot minute, but My Brother My Brother and Me

Have You Ever Met A Celebrity: I met some YouTubers at a convention once, but I don't watch the channel anymore

Have You Ever Been To A Concert: Yeah. To see Fall Out Boy. It was outside and I had no water. Was fun tho

Do You Collect Anything: Braincells. I keep losing them tho (no I dont collect anything)

Do You Have Any Idols: Uhhhh I'm not sure. I have ppl I think are cool? I guess you could say my mom is my idol?

Is There A Real Life Friend You Can Completely Be Yourself With: My partner @novelcain <33

What Are Your Interests: Anything I end up hyperfixating on. So right now its Good Omens. Once s5 of Lego Monkie Kid comes out tho, I know that's where my brain will be. I also love graphic design, but I haven't been able to do it in ages.

Where Would You Love To Travel To: Maybe Scotland? Or Italy? I wanna go to Japan some day too.

Is There A Random Fact About Yourself That You’d Like To Share: I have binocular double vision, which means I see two things :) My glasses help a bit with that issue

tags: anyone who wants to do it